My whole life, I've known I'm a straight guy. I've always loved women. But since I was about 12 years old, I've found the sight of a woman disguised as a man to be incredibly erotic. Don't ask me why, I just do. Way back in junior high school, I watched every rerun of "The Lucy Show", hoping to catch the episodes in which Lucy dons a male disguise for some strange reason. Lucy dressed in a tuxedo and a black male wig, banging on a kettle drum in a symphony orchestra; Lucy wearing a gray mens' suit and a white false beard, probably to "teach Ricky a lesson"; Lucy clad in a cowboy outfit and a floppy black mustache. Lucy in female garb? Okay, in her younger days. Lucy in male disguise? My teenaged hormones raged!
Throughout the past 25 years, without really thinking about it, I compiled (in my mind) a list of movies and TV shows I've seen in which actresses, to advance the story's plot, disguised themselves as men and attempted to "pass" as men in a social or professional setting. I find the sight of a woman masked behind a false beard, mustache and male wig to be so alluring. Her attempts to "play man" in an often male-dominated society I find endearing. Her efforts to disguise her voice and body language intensify the attraction, as does the actress' struggle to stay "under cover". The climax is the revealing---when the ho-hum average guy removes his disguise, to unveil the beautiful, vivacious woman hiding underneath. Wheeeww!
I guess you'd call it a fetish. But not in an obscene or demeaning way. Every title on my list is rated R or below. I don't do filth and that's final.
I never discuss my FTM crossdresser attraction to any of the women I date. I wouldn't dream of asking any of my girlfriends to crossdress. It seems too "unique" a concept. Most women would probably be offended. It's not my intent to offend anyone. Women, as women, are beautiful. But women in male disguise are twice as nice. For this reason, my attraction is limited to movies and TV shows. For the same reason, this web site will be, too.
The internet is a wonderful resource. I've scoured the Web and learned about titles I'd either forgotten or never would've heard about. But in spite of this wealth of info, I found nothing exclusively devoted to FTM crossdresser movies. This genre has existed since the time of Shakespeare---himself a FTM crossdresser fan who included the phenomenon in at least 4 of his classic plays---and still, it languishes without the attention it deserves. A while back, on a messageboard called www.crossdressers.com, I posted a discussion thread called "The Top 10 FTM Crossdresser Movies". It was pretty well-received. Over my head, a light bulb appeared. Thus, I created this site.
I'm going to kick this party off by listing most of the selections from the above-mentioned discussion thread. If I can do so without bending any copyright restrictions, I'll include pictures. If you know of any FTM crossdresser titles, feel free to chime in here. I do, however, have 4 requirements for all visitors:
1.) Keep all comments constructive and reasonably clean. I'll junk this site at the first sign of hostility or negativity. 2.) Forget all X-rated selections. Porn does NOT interest me, and neither does anything demeaning to women in any way
. 3.) No cartoons or kid actors. All selections must feature "live" actresses age 18 and up. 4.) With any suggested film or show, please provide as much information as possible: title, year, actresses, a 50-word maximum summary and the web address where you found it. This way, we'll all be happy.
How often will this web site be updated? Whenever I get the chance. No offense, but like you, I have outside responsibilities. This site is supposed to be fun, not a second job. Some suggestions may not be posted and I won't tie myself to a strict time schedule. When it gets boring or seems played out, that's it. But I hope it's cool while it lasts.
Thanks for stopping in. Enjoy!